ahhhh!!! help!!!! i am trapped in orange county.

this place is scary. i am digusted by it...consumerism at it's finest. *sigh*

first time at my house since dad's wedding..it's just STRANGE. it's my family. but it's not. 'one of these things is not like the other...' feel so out of place...biting my tounge...it's hard to explain.

i miss mom.