yup, i'm still alive. sometimes it feels like barely lately. i hate complaining, but i also hate feeling so uncertain of my future. as of now my life ends in december...past then, i have no idea what i am doing, where i am going, where i will be living, who i will be.

it's driving me crazy.

Come and relax now, put your troubles down
No need to bear the weight of your worries here
Let them all fall away