four years ago today, i was married. october 9, 1999. my marriage ended six months ago. funny how long ago that day seems...a day i looked forward to for so long, and what it now represents. it's a strange feeling. those four years have been filled with many changes, suprises, relvelations. wonder where i'll be four years from now...

so what to do
with the rest of the day's afternoon?
hey isn't it strange
how it changed everything we did?
did i do all that i could? - dave matthews

isn't it strange how everything changes? you'd think we'd grow to expect it, but it always seems to catch us by suprise.

on another note, it's 80 degrees today. the weather here is bizarre.