tomorrow morning, at 4am, i will drive away from this life in my subaru hauling a 5'x8' trailer holding what i'm taking into my new life.

i'm sad. not because it's the wrong choice, it's just a sad situation. it's a day that's been coming for so long, i guess i thought i'd be easier to face. who was i trying to fool?

i'm feeling really overwhelmed and don't know how to put it all into words right now. i have a lot to look forward to, and know there are good times ahead.

but for now i'm sad. and really fucking scared.