excuse my language, but, fuck.

i guess i am too much of a pacifist - i just have a really hard time justifing a war, of killing people needlessly. the prospect of it is quite frightening, considering the world we live in, the weapons that exisit, terrible acts that people have committed.

people ask me why i'm reluctant to have children. this is one of the biggest reasons. the world just seems to be getting so much worse - so fast. i have a hard time justifying to myself bringing another life into such an uncertain, overpopluated world. it would feel selfish to me, quite honestly.