"i'll be falling all about my own thing
and I know
you're the heaviest weight
when you're not here that's hung
around my head
and your lips burn wild
thrown from the face of a child
and in your eyes
the seeing of the greatest few
do what you will, always
walk where you like, your steps
do as you please, I'll back you up..." - dave matthews

"as I'm leaving
a change comes on my eyes
these streets persuading me
with mumbled strange goodbyes
and through the water
through the ring
to the soul of everything
throw my heart out on the stones
and I'm almost gone..." - david gray

funny, these two quotes came in debbie's dmb 'rhyme and reason' and both are feeling applicable now. i am feeling pretty overwhelemed by the thought of returning home, so i apologize for the lack of posts. i can't seem to focus on much else. i don't feel like working, though it's good because it forces me to focus on now, not the unpredictable then.

i want someone who will back me up, respect my independance...but are major changes required for that?